James is burning himself to cope with stress

It broke my heart to hear what he has been doing to himself...I no longer know what to do or how to help him. Apparently, he is planning on working in the morning, but we will see how that goes. We learned we owe 1,500 on the car that got totaled, which is good news because the credit union is placing us on a payment plan. Additionally, James found out he only owes 1,000 left on his IRS settlement. On a virus related note- Austin now has 206 cases with 2 deaths.

horrible weekend

James had a huge meltdown,,,quit his job but I think he spoke to David and asked for his job back...he blames me for not being able to quit. At this point, I don;t care where he works bu I want him to understand what all it will take and what it will impact should he need to quit his job. He has been mean and asked me to leave the house this past Friday....he also threaten to divorce me and asked me to move back home. I am avoiding him for now and not sure if we will survive....now in other news, Austin now has 179 confirmed cases......smh, so hard and tough right now.

drinks to go

We continue to support local businesses......Austin now has 139 cases

long weekend

We both took this Friday and Monday off- too much stress and unknown info when it comes to the virus...Austin is still on lockdown and it could be for another four weeks....we drove to Lucy's to pick up dinner and Waterloo for drinks to go....hope this is a calm weekend....Austin now has 119 cases.

Thankgoodness I found a local trail....just in time too

Stay at home until April 13th!!!

Austin now has 84 cases of the virus......

Things just got worst.....

But, I can still go pick up food and go for a walk/run....this week, temps are going to be in the 90's all week long!

Got drinks to go!

We drove around in his new car again today, rained so much too...we drove around to try to get drinks to go...finally got Mexican martini's from Trudy's then went home to watch TV and YouTube, what a very relaxing night. The count now in Travis county is 54 infected....and another festival gets cancelled.

Drove his care for the first time

It's soooo small and little room inside, but he love it....we drove around town and looked at the new neighborhoods...it was raining and cold, but a perfect day to stay indoors- we are still under a quarantine guidance for Austin.

Austin during the virus outbreak

James gets new car!

He had been working behind the scenes for about a week now...I had nothing to do with it, just added him to my insurance...he was super excited today and I was very busy with work....talk about being on different worlds, lol. Also, the pandemic is still ongoing....in fact, I called mom and advise her to stop inviting the monkeys over to the house, including Anissa. Also,  millions of people are out of work and explained to mom, we are very lucky and fortunate...but, for how long is the concern. In Austin, we had three folks last week, today we have 23 people.

Things are about to get worst....

the only things they can offer is delivery or pick up....everything is starting to not just close, but operations are shutting down! Now, NYC is thinking about "sheltering in Place" kind of an order....to me, means- no one can leave their house but not sure how long.....

Evereything is closing or being closed

schools closed, all bars and restaurants are closed..Rachel and Herb, along with Anissa and Lauren were in Bourban Street in New Orleans...but left before they closed everything....Bill and his family are still in Corpus..

CAP 10K canceled again

WOW- expected this ......

evrrything is being canceled....

advised mom and dad to not accept anyone to the house...we are watching the movie Contagion and its scary AF...

Virus update.....

no flights coming into the stats from Europe, non-essential domestic flights...prez took the test and now waiting for his results.....local restaurants are somewhat empty....the Prez has been giving conflicting info and confusing info when it came to flight restrictions......this fool shaking hands when his own adminstration says- don't do it. smh....fucking idiot

The Virus has hit Austin!

Family had to cancel their trip to Disney....Disney has closed, flights are being cancelled, schools are closing, all sport events have been cancelled....NBA, NCAA, MLB, NHL, etc...EVERYTHING IS CLOSING- so weird.

Coronavirus fears keep growing....

We keep getting information and alerts at work....the city has cancelled all large community events through May....the country of Italy has locked down the ENTIRE country....flights are being cancelled and the deaths are rising in our country.....oh, mom and dad, Rachel and Herb, Bill and Julissa- and the monkeys are all scheduled to go to Orlando this Friday....not sure if they are still going to go - either if the flight gets cancelled, the park closes or if they decide not to go....smh

Disability

James gets a company sponsored disability perk for two weeks...spoke to his boss (David) and he is starting to lose his patience and options....James continues to say he is not going back so- there goes my stress.....gained a lot of weight from all of this and not sure if our marriage will survive :(

Corovirus scare and fears are growing...

Now, our SXSW has been cancelled- the first time in its 34 years of the annual event! this is getting crazy and out of hand....even the company is sending everyone updates about what to do and where we can work from....now, waiting to hear what other major events are going to be impacted, for example, FIESTA, Seven Seas, Pecan st fest, etc....stay tuned for details

James' med got increased

Was due to another attempt to kill himself last weekend....now, he has been on FMLA all this week and has attended several therapy sessions and new doeses of his meds.....time will tell..

Mayor Pete drops out of race

Thank-you sir for inspiring gay americans to dream big......I never thought I would ever see a gay man run for president.....he is a true hero in my book!