Woke up this morning to hear David (James' boss) crying on the phone and he explained what happened with his relationship over the weekend. Turns out David had a breakdown in front of her family, something he hid from them. They broke up because David has not dealt with his childhood trauma, like James and has mental issues. He confided in James all all his issues and find James someone who understands and can relate. Meanwhile, I went upstairs to talk to mom and she started crying when she told me about her visit to one of her cousin's house- Lala. I told her that I completely understand bc she was heart broken she could not hug her, which is why I haven't been able to visit them in 8 months now....hell, I was crying too, but did not let her know it. These times in our country are getting worst and worst and not sure how much longer I can live like this. I don't let what I do at work (the job has out grown me), James still has issues, if we were to get laid off or retire- what would we do for money...and at our age?
I doubt I will be alive by the end of the year.......
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